The secret life of Jérémie

Way Back into Love
Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

有些事情

只能

和你做

有些地方

只能

和你去

有些话儿

只能

和你说

如今

所有这些

变成

sweetest taboo

 

不可触及

一旦触及

仅余怀念…

 

---梨花体 

msn space变了很多，我都差点不会用了，甚至连名字也变成live space。。。最近几乎把这里给忘了，今天闲极无聊在msn上看朋友们的space，突然想起来自己的space已经很久没有更新过，刚开始是不想更新，因为混的不好，呵呵，不想让大家看笑话，现在重新上来更新，大家就要问了，是不是现在混得好了啊？不是的，混得还是不好，不过也认了，逆来顺受了，没有激情了，大无畏了，最主要的是，欲望很大，能力很小。于是被工作折磨以后越发想念恰同学少年的美好时光。大学3年回来，我正式成为一个职业捡破烂的，这年头，垃圾比银子还难找。。。

 

生有时，死有时，栽种有时，拔出栽种的也有时，杀戮有时，医治有时，拆毁有时，建造有时，哭有时，笑有时，哀恸有时，跳舞有时，抛掷石头有时，堆聚石头有时，怀抱有时，不怀抱有时，寻找有时，失落有时，保守有时，舍弃有时，撕裂有时，缝补有时，静默有时，言语有时，喜爱有时，恨恶有时，征战有时，和好有时。

 

花开有时,花落也有时. 还未及结果,便被风吹雨打去.

这是平淡的一天, 也是特别的一天. 当这一天真正来临的时候,我并没有太兴奋的感觉, 我还十分庆幸, 庆幸风雨都已经过去. 日子仍要过下去, 要一直一直过下去.

 

想起刚才的啤酒瓶子上写的是 HJ   不是巧合